Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Today's Realization

On most days at some point throughout my day I have some type of "epiphany" moment about some area of my life. Some days the revelation is greater than others and some days it's just a subtle little hint.

Today, there was a pretty strong revelation about myself...

I am too hard on myself. I always have been. It is a problem that needs to be corrected.

But it helps when someone around me points it out. Why? Because if they didn't I would just keep doing it. I have done it for so long that it just seems natural. It almost seems unfaithful to not do it. What a mess. What disillusionment. What an idiot. There I go again.

I am grateful for the people around/above me that are invested in my life that help me steer this ship called my life. This puppy would crash without the help.

So here are the two words for me today..."Lighten up".

Ah the liberation. I can feel it already.